Lust Tells a Lie
Ask to be released from it
Lust tells a lie.
Lust fills my mind with thoughtforms of arousal and tells me a lie.
That the nature of my sexuality is on account of these thoughtforms.
I feel good in my arousal as these thoughtforms of Lust float through my mind space.
Then when I am in bed with my woman and she asks me, “Where am I?”
Where have you drifted off to, love?
I am stumped.
I don’t know how to answer because I am with, what I think is, my arousal. With these thoughtforms seeded by Lust.
As I drift into these thoughtforms in my head, there is a soul vacancy left in my loins. On the surface of my skin where my body meets hers.
I can still feel how good her moist welcome feels, but I am taking that pleasure to these thoughtforms of arousal because that’s the only way I know how to relate to arousal.
In the soul vacancy thus left in my body, as I drift off into these thoughtforms in my mind, Lust sends its demons. Its minions. That then source Life for the spirit of Lust.
This life is sourced from the Eros being cultivated.
From the seed being spilled.
From the impending sacrificial offering of a newly conceived being in service of a pleasurable life.
The spirit of Lust seems to need these avenues of sourcing Life. Is it that it is disconnected from the source of Life? Why so? I don’t know.
So what do we do then?
We receive and act upon the Wisdom of how to work with Lust.
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you
Matthew 7:7
But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.
Matthew 5:28
When in solitude, we practice verbally, out loud, asking the Holy Spirit of Love, Truth, and Forgiveness to take from us these thoughtforms of arousal.
The more we practice in solitude, the easier it is to do so silently in the company of a woman with just an inhale. With just our breath, which is the first gift of the Holy Spirit of Love, Truth and Forgiveness.
With sufficient practice, as our eyes take in the beauty of the female form, our breath releases all Lust-seeded thoughtforms. So we can stay present with the woman instead of running off into the minuscule delight of being in arousal with the thoughtforms.
Greater delights await us.
The delight of speaking erotic poetry directly to the muse.
The delight of thrusting for eons with a cock covered in the grace of God.
The delight of showering her with prayers.
The tender delight of moistened eyes greeting each other, seeing within each other much more than what words could ever express.
The greater delights of the Kingdom of Heaven await us. Much greater than those offered by Lust via the seeding of thoughtforms of arousal.
Ask directly to the Heavenly Father to take these thoughtforms from your mind.
Ask directly to any anthropomorphization of the Spirit of Love that you connect to, any myth that connects you to the fountain of Love that exists within you.
Ask that entity, ask that Love to take these thoughtforms from your mind.
Ask to be fully freed of Lust.
Your sex is not your Lust.
Your sex is much greater than your Lust because it is fed directly by the infinite source of Life that is in your heart.
The source that is fully accessible if you let yourself cry when grieving and express courageously when afraid.