Before I connected with the subtlety of my energetic body, I thought that in order to be inside a woman, I needed to take my clothes off.

Now I know that not to be the case.

Before I connected with the subtlety of my energetic body, I was quite caught up in the physicality of sexual release.

As I tapped into the emotional cost of drainage, I started resisting the release. First, via strategies, then by brute forcing it up through my breath, then the blocks to my heart broke open and my spine was fully forged and I no longer needed to be in the fight.

Now I can feel the fullness of energy body sex.

Clothed lovemaking.

It feels very good. Two hearts connected in tender softness, the bodies dancing around the string.

You don’t need to touch. You don’t need to be unclothed.

The fluidity of the exchange experienced without any fluids being exchanged.

Sometimes I wake up and I see discharge. My body knows what to produce, my body knows when to release the production. I don’t need to worry about “blue balls” or any such silly myth doing the rounds in modern masculinity practices. When my pelvis hurts, I lie down upon a hip hook and release the psoas. Oh, it feels so good to release the psoas.

Pelvic Forward Tilts

On the dance floor, when fully absorbed in a sensual song, I am holding her as we move together.

My body moves to the song. Her body moves to the song. Our bodies move in response to each other. So delicious when that clicks into place.

Now my right hand is on the left side of her hip. And with every note, my right hand gyrates her hips in a variety of directions. Left-right. Front-back. Sometimes, my right hand rests and her gyrating hips continue of their own accord.

Then I am sitting next to her in my truck. My left hand reaches across and holds her on the right side of her lower back and gently nudges her pelvis forward and back.

Why did my left hand do that? Where did I get that impulse from? I don’t know.

I don’t yet know the source of body intuition.

Her spine has been set free. It can be quite intoxicating. Once she asked me, “did you slip something in the mocktail you got me?”

Absolutely alarmed, I said “absolutely not!”

Eros can be intoxicating. Especially so, when you keep your body free of all other toxins.

Spinal Energetic Thrusts

When you have physical sex, you thrust. But the focal point of the thrust is the physical pleasure where you meet her. Same goes for her when she rubs onto you.

But you can expand back and up from the tiny focal point that you have gotten obsessed over.

From the thrills of the phallic tip to the immense life of full back activation. The fullness of your wide, strong back.

An activated back is dragonic in nature. The snake like spine extending out into the wings: the latissimus dorsi and the arms.

Once activated thusly, the phallus is no longer a separate organ, but a part of the whole.

Now you thrust with your whole spine. Wave the spine to charge up an energetic bolt. And whip it up her spine, with the tip.

Slow, steady movements that penetrate very deep.

The pelvis tilting forward and back. Very intently.

Now you notice that you don’t want much contact at the tips. Some space actually helps you feel her better. Clothes keep you from getting caught up in the thrill of body-to-body sensuality.

The thrusting motion is the complete form of what you were doing before. Familiar yet very different.

With each thrust, you can feel the fullness of her receptive spine.

No longer is it just your phallus entering her yoni.
All of you is entering all of her.

The quality and pitch of her moans reveals to your material senses, that this is same same but different.

You feel satiated. Deeply nourished. You haven’t even taken your clothes off. The sword stays sheathed.