I made these during a season of my trauma healing journey when I had just recovered a second set of repressed memories, involving a second perpetrator. I was in deep pain and anguish. Creating these dramatic performances, which captured the instinct for vengeance in me, and posting them on the internet gave me some temporary relief.

Over time, I found my way to the doctrine of grace, and to full forgiveness within myself, for those who had hurt me and for myself too. This poetry still remains a very significant project. Some of these videos were shown at an art exhibition in Los Angeles that featured adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse.